Day after day

Going through the same motions

 day after day

I sit and ponder

What is in store for the next day

Hope rises,

Joy swells

Smile teases.

All I have left are

the dark clouds and the lonely abode

The dark solitude makes me smile

I would, for the lonely abode go an extra mile

Hope crashes

Joy dies

And, I smile

day after day

This is my life all the way.

End

Tears have dried

for all the sorrows I have cried

Dead is what I feel inside

With time I abide

Watching that last ray of hope hide

No one to talk to

No one to run to

No one to hold me close

No one to tell me that this is not the end

With a myriad of thoughts running around 

Everything comes crashing down

Deeper in my sorrows I drown

No one to love me

No one to protect me

No one to cherish me

I now know this is the end.

silent tears

Silent tears I shed,

every night lying in my bed,

I love you more everyday

to tell you there is no way.

I hold onto you every night in my dreams

Love you more than any one could ever dare

and then I wake up to see an empty bed beside me

silent tears I shed

everything I do everything I say

ends up sounding the other way

and all I see is you walking way

silent tears i shed.

I know i will be gone someday

from your life i will walk away

with a smile and a hug good bye i will say but

silent tears i will shed.